We are hungry humans. Desperate and eager to find ways to get what we want. You may deny this or admit this but no matter what your reaction is, it is still the truth. We seek endless pleasure and satisfaction.
I had come to realize that when we conspire to get things that are way off the line of range, you will just be hopelessly hanging in the air, dreaming your way through the imaginary self-pity-poor-me realm.
This is just a boring self-satisfying post. Don't read this if you're not bored enough. haha.
I had dreamed of doing things. Silly ones I guess, that's why they never come true. But come to think of it, almost one-third of my wish list could be plausible. I myself sometimes negate that they happen. Ako ang humahanap sa malas.
So here is another rant list of what I will do this year in order to change my life and lessen the need to satisfy myself. Or else this will just knock off my head to think again.
1. Submit an entry to the ArtPetron under photography.
2. Submit an entry to the Palanca Awards. But before that I should...
3. finish a good Hiligaynon story fit to be published by SILAK and for the Palanca (hey, rant list only!)
4. Be able to fullfill my duty as the new photojournalist and lay-out artist of SILAK.
5. Pay the debts of our ex chairperson.
6. be able to buy my own camera.
7. be able to buy yet another book.
8. Be able to create a masterpiece using a ballpen.
9. Eat at Floyd's and Bavaria. (Wala pa ako nakakain dyan, sorry.)
10. Make the people at our section realize the term 'individual', 'respect', 'listening', 'forward thinking', 'maturity', 'self-reliance', 'cooperation' and 'leadership'.
11. Be able to convince SILAK to publish a seperate magazine for the big30 for SILAK's 30th anniversary. (So far, si Stacy convinced na sa idea.)
12. Shoot a fashion shoot. Kahit amateur lang.
13. Learn THE basics.
14. Buy a History book
I need to satisfy myself for once. Please help me accomplish it. Or else please encourage me to do so. Wish it for me. /KP
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